10:40 p.m. - 2004-01-07
youuu are so cute :)
Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing, after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
While you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm making my plans for revenge.
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge.
I'd drive straight off the edge.

Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life with wine -
it helps you to rule out the sorrow,
it helps me to empty my mind.
Making the most of a bad time
I'm smoking the brains from my head
Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red
This kettle is seeing red.

I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling.
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying.
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall.

-"Radio" = Alkaline Trio

I LOVE that song. so good. It's not reflecting me people, don't worry :) I just really like it.

I don't remember if I talked about my dream I had last night. But I will again, just for the heck of it. I had this dream where these two guys were in a gun fight on this big grassy plain. They were shooting at each other and I was running away. I tripped and fell and the one gunman was on top of me. He took the gun to the bad of my head right above my neck, it's so vivid, I could feel it there. And then I heard him pull the trigger thing back getting ready to shoot it. I woke up then, I was so nervous when I woke up. It was so real to me.

-Amber

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