7:41 p.m. - 2003-12-08
and here i am
Studying all day fuckin' sucks.
Really.

But, on the bright side of life, it also means that Christmas is super duper close. On Saturday I'm going to the Nutcracker with my mommy, anna, and mariann. :) I spared Joe from going this year since he was extremly dissapointed about the lack of words last year!

I shaved in the shower yesterday. I don't like shaving in the shower. Oh yea. I have a band-aid on. I completely forgot! Wow talk about discreet band-aids.

Yellowcard concert is next week too. I think Maria and Tristan are going n that's exciting!!
I don't want to study anymore tonight. My main downfall is going to be Chemistry. . . And I forget how to do oxidation redox reactions which are in like chapter four. How gay.

Im in the mood for some Taking Back Sunday which I haven't listen to in ages. I got the cd like a million years ago when me n maria were down Jonathan Mumaw's house. And that was awhile ago. Awww I miss Jonathan! I haven't seen him since I think September.

I can't wait til next semester. . Woo. . One class on Friday. Of course this whole week off thing is greatly appreciated as well.

I think everyone who lives in Beaver County should quit whatever they're doing and order some Buffalo Chicken Salads from Unique Pizza. Because those rock. And I can't have one right now.

'Jinx me something crazy
Thinking if it's three (one, two and then. . .)
then I'm as smooth as the skin that rolls across the small of your back
It's too bad it's just not my style.
If you need me I'm out and on the parkway
Patient and waiting for headlights dressed in a fashion that's fitting
to the inconsistency of my moods.
It's times like these where silence means everything.
It's a campaign of distraction and revisionist history.
It's a shame I doubt they'd notice
I doubt they even care.
No one is to know about this.
Don't let me down.
But whatever I have been getting myself into lately has been slicing inches from my waist.
It's my fist vs. the bottle and that's how bad this could hurt. . .against I won't feel a thing.
No one is to know about this.
Don't let me down.
We were taught so much better than this
This is what living like this does
Thank God you weren't there to watch me hit bottom.'

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