11:24 p.m. - 2003-10-18
today is a day
I don't know what's going on with me. I'm like a walking waterfall.. Anything can set me off. Im not happy anymore.

It's the worst thing you know, just feeling alone.

Joe thinks it's him.. But I think that he's the only one who keeps me happy anymore.

We carved a pumpkin today :) It's cute and big and scary. It did cost me 8.99 for that pumpkin. But it was 8.99 well spent.

I need to figure things out.. That's about all I'm sure of right now.

but my dreams they aren't as empty as my conscious seems to be. i have hours, only lonely, my love is vengeance thats never free. no one knows what its like to feel these feelings like i do and i blame you..

-Amber

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