11:51 a.m. - 2003-08-17
said don't look back, you can never look back
Last night we were just chilling at Jenna's, like normal, like we would do any other day of the week. It hadn't hit us yet, that this was our last night hanging out in awhile. The movie was done, we went upstairs only to see Jenna's entire house packed up in, not boxes, clear plastic bags. But that's besides the point. We hugged goodbye and realized hey, I'm not going to see you for awhile, and hey, we're no longer going to be in Monaca, and we're not going to see each other everyday, and no, we're not involved in the same things anymore. We're having completely different lives now, and there's nothing we can do about it. Jenn left today, and I'm sad. It just made me realize all those little things that me and my friends did together that meant so much.

No more charades at the lunch table and those long car rides 'trying' to find something to do and skinny dipping in my pool and all our stupid sleepovers where we tried to stay up late but realized once you popped in a movie half the group was out and no more getting hoed up when we have a girl's night out to the club and no more movie nights whenever we really didn't feel like taking a shower after work and no more center pizza and no more dick arm and no more stupid sex talks and no more jamming in Ashley's car and if you sat in the front seat, you must dance as retardedly as possible and no more trips to find chickens and it's just a lot friends. It's just a lot that you have to leave behind. And I guess now is not a good time to get sappy, since me and Ash are the only ones left..

-Amber

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